She was on my dream - I was writing a romantic love letter

I was much curious and excited to study in college and my dream became true after confirmation of my admission in first year and attended my first class in college premises. It was so excited and charmed (this excitement was not real for study but attraction of the girls in the college, and not only me, many students of my age go to the college for the same excitement, where I came to know the real fact about college) and the excitement became doubled when I saw that very cute looking girl.

I became so thoughtful about that girl who came very often in my dreams; (in my dreams I was writing a love letter to her and there are more pages laying on the surface because lack of writing knowledge about love letters) I was pleased to think about, that I was going to make a girlfriend; I mean I will have also a girlfriend like other have. (But it’s in my dream). I always think about myself that I am different from others, but when I am in dreamt I couldn’t think so, as because like me others are thinking too in this way. So I get wrong in this fact and find myself in the same category with guys.

But it’s true that I felt something…something, that is why I reached timely in college for one month regularly, also at that time period I forgotten many times about my part time job which I was doing at that time. Now you might guess right here that, I were busy to gather the information regarding the girl and planning to purpose her. But it’s wrong.

How could I think so? I had previously told you that I am shy and I never talked to any girl before. I knew that it’s a vital problem for many like us, who like someone but couldn’t speak about this romance heart feeling truth and romantic ideas. I was one of them. But before I proceed to talk, I want to know her properly. On first day when she was standing at the bus stand, I supposed that she could live around my surrounding place, I was not well known about the bus routes but aware about that route which goes to my house, as because I saw her on that route for waiting for bus. So I thought she was live nearby my bus route. I was right on my first day, because she was also don’t aware about the bus route and accidentally she was on the wrong bus for her home.

After first day of college, I travel through the bus to the college way, because I thought that she was too came in the same bus and I could be able to see her again. But I never find her n the same bus. After few days in college, I came to know that we have only two subjects were common, they were Political Science and other was Compulsory English. As because I never find her in another classes which I attended. Also I came to know about that she live in B-Zone (a place in Durgapur township) because I saw she taken the opposite bus route after her first day, where the buses are goes to the B-zone bound instead of my home route.

I saw her at front of notice board

I learnt that how to continue your own task timely or how to use time management for preparation or balance the equality between job and study. I also remembered my first day when I entered the college at 11:30 am and I have to wait for another 1 hour for my next class. And that is where I seen that beautiful face in front of notice board where she note down the timing for classes or routine in a separate paper on her hand. I also reach at the front of notice board to see what is going there, because there were more students standing in front of notice board. I reach at the notice board by passing other students. But before copy the routine into my exercise book, I saw her first time in a short distance. I looked at her eyes, she also looked at me but after 5 seconds she removed from there and I got attention to the notice board.

I never attracted to a woman before also I am bit shy about this matter. I don’t like to engage myself into in any relationship, but I want, but not able to do it anyway. I don’t know why? May be the first cause for it that I don’t like to talk rubbish with people without having any meaning of what they are talking about. I got it after thinking and motivating me about this relationship matter. But actually I don’t know why I am too unaware about this relationship matter?

I get through the routine, from where I understand that I have missed my first class, not remember but it was compulsory English class. Anyway I have another class of Political Science in 12:15 pm. I have prepared for the next class.

I got extremely happy when I saw her again sitting beside one bench (seat) from me. The class has been started and one madam taken that class of Political Science. This is my first experience of my first class in college life. The class ended at 1 pm. I left the classroom, and again watched the routine which shows me that I have another class of Economics at 3:30 pm, that means I have to wait another two and half hour, it was very difficult for me, because I have no patient.

So I left the college and get out from the front gate of college where I saw her again in the Bus stand waiting for the bus. I left the college from my bicycle.

Hope you will enjoy this…. I will be back again…..happy reading.

My college life (2) - I Learn Time Management

Read ahead from my previous post.
As you will aware that I am also engage in a part time job during my college life. For this I have to maintain my time effectively and also I have able to got the trick about how to generate time effectively or you can say that I have solved the problem of how to be a good in time making, i.e., I learnt from there Time Management.
And I able to on time for my work everytime and handed both work effectively. I remember those days, they are fun, when I think about that and laugh. There are few steps which I taken during my college days to generate time effectively and without taken it headache. I have to spend 15 minutes to reach at college from home by Bicycle.
1. I usually wake up at 8 am in morning, but I reduced the time and set it to 6 am in early.
2. For the above schedule, it is tough to reduce 2 hours, for this I have got a tips from one of my friend, that is, I set the timer 2 hours fast means if in the watch if there is 8 am, but actual time is 6 am....LOL.
3. I have to do part time job, its only take, half an hour but three or four times a day, that means I have to invest two and half hours a day into this job. So I firstly written the college routine serial wise from the college with my subject and also get the timing for classes accordingly.
4. Usually the classes of college are taken 45 minutes that is called one period. So accordingly I shceduled my timing for it. suppose I have class in 12 noon then I reach 12 noon also. If I have no class then I came home.
So what are you looking for, get ready for your own time management course and learn by applying it by your own.
I think nothing will do best without your own effort, do apply your own effort to make your own way.

My first day of college

Valentine has been gone, but there are many hearts are still looking for someone. Really a good day for love to find someone special and for propose. The love is a nice combination of life, without love have no life. I have many memories which I shall continue from here, the first one will be my college life..

I never been in love with anyone, I don't know what is a love? I seen my friends who have a love life, it's looks good to me. I remember my college life, when I attracted to a girl, she is looking nice, have well figure and her eyes are really a deep open sea with blues water fill it properly. The first day of college when I was in my classroom she sit besides one bench from me. I saw her first time. And that day she wore white colored salwaar suit which given her a angel look.

I found her a nice girl, as usual all boys are find any girl in their first meet, without talking or without introduction about the girls. As I am not sooo..soo well fan of girls, because I have lots of tension of my works too. Oh sorry, I forget to mention at the time of my college I also engaged in a part time job in Durgapur as because I have no other alternative to find out the other way of money to continue my study. I have heard many gossip about the college harassment of first day, kya kahte hai use...haa..ragging. That means ragging is the way of welcome to newcomers in institute or colleges. And also some friends are warned me about it and given me caution notice. But in college premises I never find this word. May be I saved from it by chance.

More in next column....
Cheer up, the worst is yet to come.

Rajvidyakender.org - Words of Inspiration - Message of Hope and Peace

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When I get the page which was open, have some good words, which gives me to explore other pages as well. The site is all about the Maharaji's voice about peace and hope. You can see their lots of collection from the Maharaji's from video clip to audio, books, e-books.
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